life sucks
dont even know me so dont judge.
hate
its sad that i hate everyone in my school so much. i wish i didnt i wish i had more friends. im trying so hard to make more friends and to be friendlier. i dont wanna hate everyone it just happens. girls are annoying attention seeking whore, and boys are ass holes who use you. i cant wait to go off to college and start new. cause really thats what i need, to start new. everyone in my town already knows me too well and already has labeled me. but really no one knows me. they judge me too fast sorry im a little bitchy everyone is, im not mean its my sense of humor, and im sarcastic way too much. i wish i didnt push everyone away cause what i need now is friends and i have no real friends. when i do make friends no one sticks by my side to be my best friend. and then they leave me to hang out with other people and it sucks. i just want out, but no one cares obviously. everyone is too caught up in society and their reputation i hate it. if no one knew me everything would be better, so much better!
